Health… 

I need to find out just how much muscle I got to find out if I actually CAN lose the 30 pounds it was just suggested to save my knees. 
The first option is a surgery my insurance doesn’t cover.
If it turns out I physically can’t lose the weight I’ll just be out $6.7K.
But hey, they’ll treat my GERD and prevent my stomach from eating itself for another year. 

Well, I’m not dead

I wouldn’t turn down money though lol.
It’s  been hectic. Got rid of the bugs. My Outlook account is buggin’.
My doctor discontinued my gut medicine and it’s like $70/month for a month’s supply if he doesn’t fix it.
There is still a gaping gouge in my ceiling.
I dislocated my knee seven times last month. The good knee.
But I’m going to try to write again. I fell into this…hole, and I wasn’t writing. I haven’t been able to get it going. But I’m going to do it. I’m going to push forward and write again. Cooking, photography, and writing are the things that make me happy, and I haven’t been doing any of them. But I’m going to change that starting now.
It’s time to get moving.


…ps, if you want to feed the starving artist, feel free to toss a few at. $20 feeds me for a week with this injured esophagus.